Hey Charlie.

my drinking is killing me.
my smoking is killing me.
my diet's killing me.
my ego is killing me.
can't sleep, it's killing me.
my phone is killing me.
my email is killing me.
these hours are killing me.
my mother's killing me.
my landlord's killing me.
my friend is killing me.
my boyfriend is killing me.
my talking's killing me.
can't sleep, it's killing me.
my dreams are killing me.
the TV is killing me.
let go, you're killing me.
ease up, you're killing me.
calm down, you're killing me.
my god, you're killing me.
my head is killing me.
my mind is killing me.

don't fucking tell me what to do.